If any, it was only the last straw where an
urgent watch is kept on her tranquil pupils,
mirroring a deserted island amidst the sea of their
void one moment, and being the very picture of a
motionless bleeding corpse that spoils the purity of
her eyes the next.
They can’t help reminiscing her captivating melodic
pattern, Where could those mesmerizing authentic
sentences have departed to?
Their senses are attentively holding on to her
upcoming utterances, yet her silence glorifies
nothing more than sending shivers down their
spines.
Seeing her overly struck by individuality and
aloofness, no one had no say in her alienation
despite their knowledge of how rare it is to run
off without suffocating or losing an I.
Denatured she is to the extent that no enticing
ecstasy could evoke her to swoon over! Even the
severest outbursts of traumatic occurrences come
to be extrinsic to her.
Eventually witnessing a fall of their unguarded
utterances of how lighthearted she was to efface
the better days she has seen, they conjure up the
cautions that had previously fallen on her deaf ears
while standing on the verge of madness in
consequence of her costly pace.
In vain she is digging for the echoes of a sole voice
or the reflections of a mere image, but how could
these plainly familiar people end up so exotic to
her that she’s gazing at their faces searchingly as if
she had never encountered such a thing, barely
chaos?
All were on the account of the dream that she had
regained her consciousness afterward fleeing at
herself with exasperation, for her mental wirings
were no more perplexed, yet every treasured piece
insinuated a pass out of that supernatural memory
of hers and it is, by no means, to be snatched back
although it hasn’t been so long since she last swore
to stick to it till death in the course of just
pretending to be alive.
The fact that had always remained indecipherable
in such a bitterly serene addictive darkness deludes
everyone that God’s blessings have certainly
emancipated this naive soul…
And yet, Illusions…All are illusions!
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